Under A Fool's Moon
Methamphetamine's Delusional Intrusions. . ..
Under A Fool's Moon
Mr. Quartermaine was mumbling to me or us or to himself
while I was trying to follow him
In the penthouse lit by an iced moonlight
My best friend was tip-toeing near and far and side to side
while her rounded eyes buggered wide,
refusing to participate or entertain his notions, eluding all his senile motions. . .and he wandered about his? our? home without a place to sit
while I was trying to intuit her to gaze at me to calm her fears in the middle of the night
In the penthouse lit by an iced moonlight
And my lover, and his fidora, and unwashed stringy hair, and worn-out tennies
sat motionless on the stairs
filmed himself and her and us while i tried to follow his direction,
holding up an unnecessary lantern, jutting here then over there,
basking all but nothing for reflection
in the vacant living room of the penthouse
lit by a cracked and iced-up honey-of-a-moon
We set our hearts ablazing
My God, we felt amazing
The neighbors heard our raucousness
and popped up so they could dine with us
refilling all our wine glasses with joyous memories (or the one?) of the times
(or the one?) we dined and sang around the guitars and pianos
before ambulance and police sirens muted us into echoes
and I tried to fetch us all some food
But I was cold from being nude
I forgot I had to cook it first
And laughter filled the air out there
(at me? or my insanity?)
While I was here
Without a spoon or a skillet
in the pale moonlight freezing under an iced moonlight
feeling the tides bending our? my? his? whose?foundation
the balcony swayed back and forth like a metronome in A-dá. . .g-iohhh, and uP . . .
and Down. . .and bacK
to inevitable earth,
inevitably evicting us from our self appointed folly
And before my eyes could comfortably take in the scenery of my bed’s cliffed edge
from the cold floor’s vantage point. . .again. . .
my eyes opened during the descent,
wondering how many times did I tempt the deadly demon, Gravity, to eat me alive (whoahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
grateful I landed on my ass. . . and not my head
waking from illusions of everything that never was
in the middle of the night
a Fool's moonlight.
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