undefined..

Old memories have been clouding my mind lately, its becoming more difficult to seperate a dream from reality. There are days I wake up and Im just searching for it.. trying to remember that last time me and this missing piece were one. My mind continous to wonder and shift ... How long has it been since you've looked me in the eyes and saw the love I have for you... Can you still see it? I dont want you wondering if its there because it is just... lately I've been searching for something thats missing. Something without a name, I cant tell if its an object or a person... or a person holding an object but i can feel its shadow... I can feel the space it use to fill and its absense is so distracting. I sigh thorughout the day and you think it's because Im losing my patience with you but in reality if i could put it in words I just miss, something thats undefined...