Um.

I hate that I like you.

I hate you make me nervous.

Something has flipped in my brain.

You're no longer that guy I find annoying, I find all men kind of annoying.

You're no longer just a guy I know from streaming.

I really hate that I want you to be romantic and sweet.

(I want you to come to this conclusion on your own)

I totally can see it in my head.

idon'twantto, idon'twantto,idon'twantto.

Brain, please stop liking men is gross

Brain liking this man will ruin me.

Can we,

stop imagining going out to dinners?

Him taking me to parties.

Please can we stop imaging the forehead kisses?

It's unfair Brain that you give men an unfair chance.

I want to fight it but my mouth opens.

"Hey."