Two Steps

I've always felt invisible

Like I am a ghost

Walking through this life

Without ever getting noticed

I could run in circles

Or wear whatever I pleased

And somehow

Nothing would change

I always felt alone

Wondering

Longing for one day to be known

I've learned to be a gentle soul

Yet we definitely have our days

Where no matter when someone tries to bring comfort

I turn into a long-needled cactus

It's not that I mean to be

I have a soft voice

But underestimated

You can hear a roar that is louder than lions

Things have changed now

I feel like I am seen just a little bit more

I realized that I'm never alone

Even if no one is around

And solitude became a friend

Closer to any friend that I have ever met

Maybe that's what happens

After a heart has been torn

It's not sad anymore

Maybe a little more humble

A little more accepting

Where patience runs through the veins

And in the shattered pieces

There is now a glow

Some days I think its insanity

But today my soul tells me no

That this moment

I am where I am supposed to be