TWILIGHT...

I trace the cracks on my bedroom wall to see where I bleed

Red leaks from the splits and this time I don't rush to clean them

I'm tired of hiding my demons

I'm scared of myself, my true self

Perhaps my normal face is the makeup to my abnormal soul

A volatile creature trapped in a cage

A bomb waiting to explode

I wonder if my mother would still see her little angel if I came undone

My hands shake

I'm forced to abandon the blade I was holding

My palms loathe the vacancy

The cuts on my wrists suddenly don't feel enough

My skin feels too smooth

I reach and lift the blade

I look in the mirror

Yet I don't see my reflection....only what's left of it

A ghostly complexion too hard to recognize

My iris turned blacker than a raven, my eyes are no longer mine

As I stare at the horizon while my sun sets never to rise

And my last moment takes my breath away never to return it

I swear

The twilight never looked so beautiful...