there are nights when I feel white

There are nights when I feel white

I wish I didn’t

The way she looked

And laughed

My ass

Didn’t move that way

But I still gave it

Cause I loved

Being with these

Women

God

They were so powerful

But I knew she couldn’t

Wouldn’t stay

Next to me

So I felt like I

Should apologize

And immediately

She couldn’t

Handle

Or deal

Or even

Explain

And I knew

I was out

And I felt so sad

I wanted nothing more

Than to hug

Her and they

Busted their asses in the air

I loved her

But I didn’t understand

And every word

I spoke

Was against everything I believed in

Or was it?

Was I that ignorant?

I have so much to learn....