
Something treads where I have trod,
A shadow answering to no light,
A breath the wind forgot,
A coldness neither day nor night.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
I dare not turn. I dare not look
Upon the thing that keeps my pace,
As if I were a written book
And it the hand that wrote my face.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
It does not speak, and yet I know
Its presence as I know my fear;
The way a river, deep below,
Feels what the surface cannot hear.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
Each step I take, it takes beside,
Or just behind, I cannot tell,
It rides the dark the way a tide
Rides out toward some sunken bell.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
There is no proof, and yet the dread
Sits heavier than proof could sit;
A knowing lodged behind my head,
A certainty I dare not admit.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
What watches has no need of eyes,
What follows has no need of feet,
It needs no form to terrorize,
No face to make the terror complete.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
I have walked the open road
Where nothing hides and nothing shows,
And still I felt that ancient load,
The company that no one knows.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
The daylight does not frighten it away,
It simply waits inside the shine;
Between the morning and the grey
It lingers, parallel to mine.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
I stop. The stillness does not cease,
Something within the stopping stirs,
As if my standing brought no peace
But only changed the way it were.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
Perhaps it is a memory
Of something I have not yet known,
A shadow of what I will be,
Returning to reclaim its own.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
Or else there is no identity for it,
No story that can hold its drape,
It lives where spirit's will not fit,
And follows, offering no escape.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
I shall walk on. What choice is mine?
The path ahead must still be trod.
I only pray that when I pine
For rest, it answers not to God.
⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹⊹ ࣪𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹
For if it does, then it was sent,
And if 'twas sent, then I was meant
To bear this unfaced thing until
I cross some dark and final hill,
And there at last, when I have ceased,
Perhaps I shall behold the beast.
About the Creator
Tim Carmichael
Let your becoming be louder than your fear, and your smallest steps become the road you once thought impossible to walk. An Appalachian poet and cookbook author my book Beautiful and Brutal Things is on Amazon, Link 👇
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