🌹🌹The Power Poem of Positivity and Powerful Purity of Luminosity🌹🌹

🌹🌹🌹🌹The Dance of Love🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

being told I would die soon,
preparing for the final funeral of death,
having stage 4 cancer, in Chinese, 4
meaning death, 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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finding my pain
increasing, more and more,
crying from such painful chemo treatments,
knowing that death
being but a moment away,🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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writing my last will and testament, day by day,
dying a slow death, however,
listening to comedians,🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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dancing k-pop boogie in the hospital,
walking in circles the hallways,
sounding like humming bird . . .
doing yoga in my bed , . .
doing Qi Gong in my bed, . .
smiling when nurses
entering my room,🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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daring to laugh out louder and louder,
dressing as a ninja clown,
being released and
preparing my final days,🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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waiting to die, yet . .
wanting to live . .
praying to the Sun of Goddesses. . .
seeing children with
dancing angels, in thy mind’s eye,
laughing joyfully,
welcoming me to🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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laughing in their heavenly playground,
praying to Kuan Yin,
hugging the Goddess of Compassion,
sitting up from bed, suddenly…🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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hurting one terrible night, death notes. . .
calling out to my daughter to
taking me to the ER,
driving quickly, quickly, quickly. . .
thinking her Papa about to die, .. .
running many, many hours of tests . . .🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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trying to figure out what. .
being the sources of my pains . . .
worrying, that I . . .
having brain cancer now . . .
finding a strange email message . .
being sent from my bestie, my boo. . .🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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telling me in a sweet way . . .
asking me to never, ever never. . .
messaging her again. .
being confused to . . .l
osing a best friend in such a way . . .
having been my wife in another life . . .🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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seeing the doctor . . .
smiling at me, shocked, . . .
smiling back at him . . .
announcing my cancer is gone . . .
crying that a miracle had happened, . .🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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