The Pertubations of void

Feeling the adrenaline in my heart,

Feeling the gravity of this void.

I want to rush the hours of the day,

Rushing my heart, rushing time.

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I have seen all the souls that were lost in the war,

I have experienced tragedy in this gravity.

I have felt the coldness of the void.

I have run and run towards the light,

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Days pass by and the past goes by,

and I see some things like a backdrop.

New life, new soul, but I remember all the time of that war,

Feeling dont deserved this attemped of been free.

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Now I want to rush and see the hours pass by.

The Lord knows what I did in that life.

Why did he give me these feelings?

The anxiety of wanting everything to disappear.