The missing piece

Things were Out of Order at the moment.

I have tried my best to organize it.

Unfortunately—-

I have so many pieces everywhere-

My past has been like ups and downs-

I have been divided and isolated by the society.

I have been surrounded by darkness, chaos, and loneliness.

I thought my present can be a sign of hope.

My present is still broken at the moment.

I lost the important piece-

I lost hope!

I lost miracles!

I lost potential!

My curse blew it!

It has been broken for awhile.

The darkness is still around me.

The society is still haunting me every day.

The missing piece is mostly myself.

I never like myself in years.

I haven't been much appreciation by others in the past.

My flaws destroyed my reputation.

My present is still in the progress.

I just want things to get better.