The Loved Missed

I’m in and out

Saving myself from going insane

But embarrassed to leave things the same

So I press the delete button on every messages that mention your name

I hear you loud and clear through your ignore me games

But letting you go completely, is driving me insane

I gave you my all

And still ended up dropping the ball

But you still answer my call

But that text is a mess

Just me spamming and spiraling

Hoping you would save me

Hearing your voice change everything I believe

Sometimes it gives me false hope, but I can only trust the actions I see

There is no constancy

But I been though this before and it didn't ended well for me

Left the door wide open for depression to seep

Seep inside my mind

Now I’m crying all the time

Still wanting you to be mine