The Losing Kind

I'm not the losing kind

I'm not the losing kind.

I'm about to lose my mind

You're always on my mind

Thoughts don't expire

Your face in my dreams I admire

You're still here

You didn't leave me completely

You left me with thoughts of the things you taught me

Sometimes I feel you haunt me

Like you're on my shoulder

Weight like a Boulder

I wish I could thank you

For molding me into someone like you

You were the perfect man

I'll follow your footsteps as much as I can

I'll never live up to the height that I thought of you

You didn't have to guide me

But you never denied me

If you weren't still here with me I'd miss you more

But you are still in my thoughts so hardcore

Ghosts keep me alive

Make me happy most of the time

Sometime they make me cry

Sometimes I just want to die

Just to see you one more time

Just to shake your hand again

Say I love you old man

Then I hear your voice saying stop that shit man

You'll see me in time so don't rush

Wipe your eyes and hush

My ghosts are my guides

Leading me from the other side.'m not the losing kind

I'm not the losing kind.