‏The image we have of ourselves

Am I a scumbag? Am I a holy woman? Have I repented anywhere? Am I a lost follower? Am I waiting for a bastard? Am I a tired plain gypsy? Am I a child? Am I a Daughter? Am I a Wife? Am I a doll? Am I a toy of the hidden hands of the time?

Was I a scumbag? Was I a holy woman? Had I repented anywhere? Was I a lost follower? Was I waiting for a bastard? Was I a tired plain gypsy? Was I a child? Was I a Daughter? Was I a Wife? Was I a doll? Was I a toy of the hidden hands of the time?