The Heredity of Heartache
Poetry
Home is where my heart breaks
the hardest,
feeling most like a wheel
spun until it loses its spokes
/
or the carousel
gone topsy turvy,
spilling plastic horses,
laughter blended with screams
until they’re indiscernible noise.
/
All these roads
were once my lifelines,
wrinkles traced like familiar scars
across the palms of my hands,
/
but they’re rearranging now,
digging paths across the front yards
of houses that stood
solemnly watching my progress
from childhood to adulthood,
a funeral procession in reverse
seen through school bus windows.
/
Only now I’m the undertaker,
coming back to mark the ground,
to take measurement
and assess the diminishing pages
kept at the back of the calendar,
/
so many windows dimming their light
under the graying veil.
My mother smoking
another cigarette
with a smile.
About the Creator
Jay Sizemore
Jay Sizemore is a poet and author of 18 collections of poetry along with one collection of short fiction. Cat dad. Dog dad. Lover of literature. Books on Amazon. Corporate shill. Alive in Portland, Oregon.
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