I will tell you about that day when I
despite my tongue and my lips going numb
Told my family I wanted to die
afterwards I felt quite shameful and dumb.
A scream and tears made my distress so clear
Even more so with my previous acts
When I cried till I was red ear to ear
Or sat in my room having panic attacks.
After a long and hard talk all of us.
They took me out into the dark warm night.
Doctor folks said therapy is a must.
My sister and mom held me super tight.
A year has pasted very long and slow.
But I am still here with my highs and lows.