The Gap

I thought of quitting. Yes, I thought of quitting on myself, As I am lost in the Net. Where to move and what to do and How? Why does it hurts so much? Can I find the tranquilizer? It seems so hard. No one is going to held your hand. No one is gonna save you from the darkness within you. Can you understand? It's puzzling my heart. What is the right path, I no longer need that when I have no heart. Questioning itself and defending itself Making it look like I am no longer existed. What's so hard for losing the self. If I can pause for a second. silence........ It's so peace within. I can hear it screaming. May it not be me but who am I? Take a pause, Take pause! Look back from where you moved on. Not so hard to be a ghost. People really called me an invisible shadow. It's online the Gap between me and my ego. Which can only destroy if you don't know how to merch. Close the gap as you moved up. It's only your Life in the Pause.