The first time I told you

When I think about the first time I told you I loved you

My heart feels warm and safe

Love over flows my veins

And for a split second

I have the feeling back of when you and I were madly in love

But then

I remember that you are not mine

And how much pain you caused me

And those feelings

Turn in to a pain in my chest

The pain of remembering every amazing moment we had together where my heart burned with love for you

Because you’re my first love

And my only love so far

No one has made me feel the way you have

It hurts to know how happy I was back then

And how I got to experience what love felt like

Because you were the first time I’ve felt that

I guess I just doubt that I can feel that way again anytime soon

So it hurts my heart

To think about how I felt

The first time that I told you

That I loved you.