You aren't a stranger to my tears
Even those that didn't escape out of fear
Even when I chose not to see
Or ignore things of which I promised not to weep
It's always been harder after we hit rock bottom
And without you, somehow my life got stuck
Just a deer wandering in a wilderness of wolves
Waiting in the trees for my carcasses were the crows
It's been tough rekindling what we lost
Sometimes my ego gets the better of me
Worried even though the T's have already been crossed
Just a sheep that strayed too long from the flock
Take this cross from me
I can no longer bear its pain
I don't want to know how
It's putting a strain on my brain
How did this become a huge part of me ?
I can't seem to let it go, like an identity
I thought I could fight it and win
But it seems this battle is more than it seems
I have fought other similar battles , why is this different?
Is my doom so imminent?
I don't want to stay alone anymore
Cause that's when it gets empowered and I get sore
I am begging you to take it
But I guess my mind is already its palace
Google with suggestions on how to live happily
How can I? I am battling on all fronts, even from within.
About the Creator
Harydo Neon
I drain my thoughts through my pen. That's the only way I breathe.
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