The Color of Dark People in Dark Rooms
What do we see when we can't see at all?
What color are dark skinned humans
black brown tan red
based on how they look when not in
dark rooms.
But there's no crayon to show shades of
Anger
Straining facial features when shame
digs nails like across chalkboards
(sounds like slurs)
Or
the ugly color of
Defensive wounds
Purplegreen
from too many fights not started
but forced to end
Purplegreen
with hands behind backs for
handcuffs
Purplegreen
and you laughcry because you want to tell the officer
you've been chained to your cradle since
Conception
So it'll have to be a hell of a lot tighter
Than that.
Or
a wetness under the eyes somewhere between
Piss running down legs and
mother's tears
Because you just can't save them all
Purplegreen darkroom defensive wounds
You can't save them all
from the battles up against the walls,
Cornered animals
eyes wide
foamy mouthed
kicked dog appeals
That wrung throats whimpercry dry
You can't save them all
Because
They can't save you either.
What color am I
When I lose my cool
cast composure to the curbstomp with
Passionprofanity laced spiked
(it's a bad trip brother)
with vitriol that scrapes my tongue
even as it leaves mouth raw like
chewing glass spitting blood
glimmering with obscenities directed toward high heaven
since the audience isn't listening
Oh lordy lordy just listen
To that glass twinkle
but the pain feels good,
a poor substitute
For the dignity I lost in the eyes of your
Dehumanization.
So.
What color am I
In a dark room?
About the Creator
Jose Juarez
I'm a poet, a philosopher, a dissident, a Native, a storyteller and a contemplative mess.
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