The Biggest Loss

What do you do when your life's light is blown out and exti nguished? When all your needs, wants, and reasons to live is so severely diminished.

How do you forge on without the Matriarch of your pride? Considering now that your left with this thollow and empty feeling inside

How inside do you breathe when all your oxygen is sucked out and gone? What is there to look forward to when everything correct or right seems wrong?

When your entire life gets flipped upside down without any warning; I've heard them say when it rains it pours yet now a strong hurricane seems like a petty ass wind storm.

Nothing whatsoever registers with you not even pain whether emotional or physical; Wouldn't feel a voodoo dolls pins being pushed in by the world's most powerful mystical.

Feel just totally numb from all your senses including the undefeated Father Time; Can'tn make heads or tails of anything, no matter how obvious the signs.

Have the mind lost in itself and that's definitely not a good place to be left alone in; Will never be the same person let alone be trulyru found again.

No such thing as a bigger loss a human being can have to deal with than this; When out of nowhere and unexpectedly it happens yet as a Family we are now making a list.

Of all the things needed to be done to lay our boss to her Eternal Rest; To now leave her in the peace she deserves is now our ultimate test.

What she warrants is Soo Soo much more than I could ever expect when it's my time; Of course if she doesn't get what she should then it's our fault and an all out crime.

But now the the Good Lord decided to take our beloved Angel to have at his side; Heaven is exponentially blessed and lucky to have her until the end of the sands of time.

Since she is now pain free and in a better place with you God up on high; We can all say Mom We Love You and until we meet in our after life.

GOODBYE chlyenmake