My heart is beating like this, over kisses that I’ve missed and hugs I never shared, with you, oh you with those dark brown eyes, you made me realize that my time is valuable, and it couldn’t be wasted on someone like you. Oh, you that made me feel like I was flying when I was falling the words you whispered to me, you used to call me darling.
There are certain sexy things that turn me on,
His soft eyes gaze on mine.
I ran with the beautiful man in makeup
I am electrified as a rush of adrenaline, dopamine, oxytocin and vasopressin burst in to my being and I realise that I am staring into the eyes of my friend and from my perspective the space between us is suddenly very alive, time slows down and a gravity pulls me from within, leaving me breathless and weightless, as she speaks to me her words fall silent as all I can now hear are the words in my heart. Hyperfocus kicks in and I see the sun shining through the window behind her, I see her pupils contract, I see the dazzling sky blue colour of her eyes and the patterns contained within the iris, like being in the euphotic zone and watching as sunbeams glimmer through the waters surface. A gaze that seemed to last a lifetime was no longer than 3 seconds yet it left me enchanted. The thought never crossed my mind so I wasn't prepared for it because I wasn't expecting it, it literally came out of the blue.
When I looked at you before
I have been a certain way for a long time
I unknowingly just watched you age
I don’t think I know how to love,
It's interesting being a mother