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It still bothers me

How I got over you

But not the idea of us

Some days I get weak

I cave in and think

I think about us together

I think about our jokes

The hours of phone time

Oh the late nights

I think of the fear

The times I waited for that call

Waited for that folded flag

I loved every second of us

The stupid arguments

Oh the whiskey I drowned in over you

You could get my mind so messed up

You had a way of making me fearless

I still remember your favorite movie

Your favorite color

It’s the color of your eyes

You forget my middle name sometimes

But you noticed my new stretch mark

I used to tell you about everything

Everything I wanted to experience with you

You always talk about what you want to do

What you want to do to me

You held my heart but you didn’t know it

I had your attention, nothing more

I grew up

I’m here still

4 years later

When I hear your name

I still get that feeling in my belly

You’ll always have that piece of me

I hope you look at it sometimes

I hope you look at it as a reminder

Be easy with the next one

I’m used to getting dropped

Some girls break easier

Just know

I loved us.

I don’t know if I loved you.

I can’t say I did but I can’t say I didn’t.

But I’ll forever love us.