Sweet Empty Honey

That sweet taste of your liquid sunlight was no longer mine.It had gone bitter,your sweet liquid fire.

I was mad, hurt and I didn't even know why,You weren't mine, to begin with.I'll miss you, and that silk honey skin that greeted me.

As much as I wanted it to be,What I dreamed was no longer. But empty hopeful wishful thoughts,That I saw inside my head.

I pushed back what I saw, blinding them before me. Hoping what I knew, was not reality. But I grew to accept it. And I don't think I need to tell you because I think you can feel...

The change that happened between us I wish you were truthful.Know what I wanted in life, what I wanted with you...I don't know what you might have hoped for.

But I'm not going to change you, I was not going to change myself, for the sake of your pleasures.We are not met to be.

My sweet empty, honey...

- Written September 22, 2018