Surrender

Feels so much like giving up.

Do you even care? Do I?

I'm terrified, but the pull to bow down

Is enticing.

Surrender is my best friend

That I treat like an enemy.

I love her,

But I fight her at every turn.

Help me trust the act of Surrender.

I want to feel at peace;

I want peace to find me in all moments.

True peace, loving peace.

Though she makes me feel naked and vulnerable,

Surrender has always brought me closer to love.

So, I wish to feel her.

And, to embrace her in every moment.

I want to bring forth

An age of enlightenment and truth

Through Surrender and vulnerability

Pure light and love shines

As my confidence in her grows,

My happiness becomes boundless and strong.

Freedom, my birthright, follows close behind her

And, I aim to claim what's mine.