Sullen 16

Bloodline brutality,

Mom is mad at me,

For a million mistakes made,

Unable to eradicate or elevate.

Sinning son,

Lost all along while alluding he is strong,

Dead wrong and gone in his mind,

Divorced feelings compound and complicate down through time.

Focused on failure,

Memories and polluting preponderances prepared in poison,

Gluing my guilt on genius thoughts grated into generic meditation,

Older obligations,

Got me reflecting recently on real reminders wrought in youth,

Uncouth in speech, sickened thoughts, spilling into sloppy mannerisms,

Manifested in my many moral and mental models, leading me like a lamb to slaughter.

Gabriel Janas