Stat-ic

Static,

Fixed, motionless,

or relating to stationary electrical charges.

This is one definition of static.

Depression is a form of static.

My body is full of electrical charges.

neuro pathways,

Yet I feel like my wires are crossed.

There is no fluidity to my current.

starting and stopping in all the wrong places

I am fixed,

motionless,

unless forced to move by external circumstances

My frequency is rendering.

untethered to any real connection

I am a single electrical charge.

floating in the vastness of space and time

My spark is slowly dying.

In search of meaning and power

But for now, I will be static.