Starstruck

Lock me in a prison of your heart I'm not escaping Darkness creeping in I'm scared to death I'm now escaping Running from your love I know it's chasing me for placement Caving in them spaces of them words you never saying I cannot live like this even though you Hella amazing You seeking validation from a guy friend thats on probatie

He is never there for long left a vacant for a replacement Now you feeling lonely with them scars heart is aching Tell me all your secrets that are heavy from within Tell me all your troubles that never wanna end You loyal to yourself cause that's a good revenge I see it through your eyes that your tired of the pain Tired of the stains that are leaking from your heart You closing it for good cause it's almost really done You living In a shadow that's hiding from the sun Got burned from the love that had you smoked like a blunt The past follows you like a fucken loaded gun It kills you from the soul while you try your best to run Running till you lost in a place you overcome Rewriting history for a lesson you never learned Feeling like a loss again healing never done Healing never done with open wounds you try to hide It's see through like a window see a widow while she cries You tell yourself you strong but you never wanna try to fall in love again It's messing with you how you keep falling for your friends In denial with yourself that you give more than you get You've said more than you felt You wanna reach the end But never really dealt With the pain and trauma that breathing through your chest Say it how it is cause it's really how you felt ×2 The pressure in your head like you tightening the belt Makes you wanna scream to the world so they acknowledge that you not really okay