Soulful

Something takes over

I dissolve into no-one

This urge to obey

The moment you appear.

You drag my nothingness,

My hollow uselessness,

Into your light.

Where is my wall?

Did I let you in,

Or did you fuse into my being?

Was I vacant,

Or were you an expert at filling in?

My spaces are occupied by you.

I miss you.

I betrayed myself for you

And you claimed me from me.

This pull.

This longing.

My bare skin.

Raw feelings.

Open red.

In my being—without touching me.

This chord.

You bring a different version of me.

I love her too.

The pains of this one.

The pains of that one.

If i can get her, i know i have you.

If i can have you, i can bring her too.

Obsession for you.

Obsession for that me, only.

You stay unmoved.

As if you are watching me, every moment.

Do you not miss me?

Bonded in fate.

I want you.

I love you.