Sometimes

Sometimes I feel alone.

Sometimes I feel like I am the last person in the world

Sometimes I look up to the sky and realize how small I am

Sometimes I wish I was a tear drop at the bottom of the ocean.

Sometimes the sea calls my name

Sometimes I replay

Sometimes I just run away

Laying down on an air mattress contemplating the frivolity of consciousness

I realize that my son is humming a beautiful melody to a song I'm familiar with and yet

I don't know why.

Suddenly I am not alone.

Sometimes that is all it takes to lift me up from the ground.

Sometimes I'm not afraid anymore. Sometimes I find soothing the fact that we all die.

Sometimes just sometimes I feel happy.