Sometimes

Sometimes

Sometimes I want to die,

Sometimes I don’t to try,

Sometimes I wonder why,

Sometimes I believe God hates me,

Sometimes I believe God expects too much from the meek,

Sometimes I believe God expects too much from me,

Sometimes I think I’m just too weak,

Sometimes I rather flight than fight,

Sometimes I don’t think get I can through another night,

Sometimes I wish my parents used protection before my conception,

Sometimes I believe I am cursed,

Sometimes I believe it will not end til I’m in the dirt,

Sometimes I wish I did not have to hurt.