Just Once,
I wanna be less loving,
Less forgiving,
Less understanding.
I wanna be able to let go,
Keep a grudge,
Hold someone accountable,
Say no.
I’m tired of holding onto everyone so tightly,
Of forgiving them after a one time thing,
Turned broken second chance,
Turned abuse.
I’m a doormat,
A clinger,
An apologist
An easy target.
I need to learn to be cruel,
To reciprocate the hate,
Not feel guilty,
Become inconsiderate.
I can’t help being nice,
But it gets me taken advantage of.
Even if I try to retaliate
Then I’m the bad one, so I don’t.
Why was I made so soft
In a world filled with cruelty?
Why can’t I learn my lesson
And just let it harden me?
About the Creator
Sara Morton
I'm a huge movie nerd who thinks they're always right when it comes to films. I also work in a library so I'm not afraid to shush you.
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