So mad

I feel like I could drown in my own river

of fucking tears

cry me a river and swim in it

I am so sad I am mad

This feeling of guilt hurts so bad

What if I caused him to turn away from me

I hate the feeling that he is abandoning me

suddenly I feel so abandoned

It hurts!!

God damn it make the hurt feelings stop

I feel so emotional

this sucks

I am so fucking mad

I am hoping something bad has not happened

I am worrying myself sick

I can't sleep damn it

it fucking stinks I feel abandoned I cannot sleep

cry me a river

Fuck it!!