
Tip-toe, tip-toe, sleepwalking through the fire
The touch I know well, flame’s sweet caress
“Wake up!” She cries, draped across the pyre
Over my shoulder I see the smoke curl higher
Prying myself from sleep’s deepest recess
Tip-toe, tip-toe, sleepwalking through the fire
The voice now fading from the sputtering crier
Dreams are like kindling, what by day I suppress
“Wake up!” She cries, draped across the pyre
What once was defiance, what once was ire
Now there’s but shame, only an echo at best
Tip-toe, tip-toe, sleepwalking through the fire
“I want to wake up!” But that makes me a liar
The fire would singe me, it’s better to rest
“Wake up!” She cries, draped across the pyre
From a bed of embers, she failed to inspire
I’ll keep walking at night, safe from distress
“Wake up!” She cries, draped across the pyre
Tip-toe, tip-toe, sleepwalking through the fire
About the Creator
DB Maddox
These are pivotal excerpts from a gritty and explicit tale of survival in the wake of childhood sexual assault, and the devastating path I carved out for myself in striving to take back my own body—and nearly destroying it along the way.
Enjoyed the story? Support the Creator.
Subscribe for free to receive all their stories in your feed.
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.