Singing in the Reign of LOVE

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Singing in the Purple Reign of Love

staying positive in life

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🌹Poem of Positivity in the Purity of Luminosity🌹

being told I would die soon,

preparing for the final funeral of death,

having stage 4 cancer, in Chinese, 4

meaning death,

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finding my pain

increasing, more and more,

crying from such painful chemo treatments,

knowing that death

being but a moment away,

writing my last will and testament, day by day,

dying a slow death, however,

listening to comedians,

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dancing k-pop boogie in the hospital,

walking in circles the hallways,

sounding like humming bird . . .

doing yoga in my bed , . .

doing Qi Gong in my bed, . .

smiling when nurses

entering my room,

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daring to laugh out louder and louder,

dressing as a ninja clown,

being released and

preparing my final days,

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waiting to die, yet . .

wanting to live . .

praying to the Sun of Goddesses. . .

seeing children with

dancing angels, in thy mind’s eye,

laughing joyfully,

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welcoming me to

laughing in their heavenly playground,

praying to Kuan Yin,

hugging the Goddess of Compassion,

sitting up from bed, suddenly…

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hurting one terrible night, death notes. . .

calling out to my daughter to

taking me to the ER,

driving quickly, quickly, quickly. . .

thinking her Papa about to die, .. .

running many, many hours of tests . . .

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trying to figure out what. .

being the sources of my pains . . .

worrying, that I . . .

having brain cancer now . . .

finding a strange email message . .

being sent from my bestie, my boo. . .

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telling me in a sweet way . . .

asking me to never, ever never. . .

messaging her again. .

being confused to . . .

losing a best friend in such a way . . .

having been my wife in another life . . .

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seeing the doctor . . .

smiling at me, shocked, . . .

smiling back at him . . .

announcing my cancer is gone . . .

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crying that a Mantra miracle had happened, . .

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. . . .Thank you so much, . .

. . . .Thank you so much, . .

. . . .Thank you so much, . .

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. . . being blessed for people around the world . . .

starting to contact me and

wishing me well, many

being complete strangers . . .

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Thank you for reading. . . Fighting the Chemo Blues while fighting for my life in the Purple Rain of Blood Cancer, crying while remembering. . .