Silent Tears of a Whore

Those men use to hold me down and have their way with me .

My body was lifeless without gravity .

I couldn’t fight them off on my own.

I began to cry and my innocent was gone

There was 1 teenage girl that did things to me .

She told me if told that I’ll never see my family .🥺💔

Over the years I stated to myself it I tried it out with girls but that didn’t help.

Anyone touching my skin .

All the flashbacks would begin .

I asked God for guidance .

But that went into the wind.

I ask the church lady ....

She said sex was a sin.

I grew olde into adulthood.

Now the rest of my story is misunderstood.

I went to the sex store snd got lots of toys .

The ones that scared boys.

I spent 1k

Got home went through my selection okay 👌🏾🤔

I wanted something small but vibrates on my clit.

So I grab the smallest one and went with it.

5 minutes in I feel a rush .

Something dripping down my 🐱 lips as if I’m about to gush .

This was my first orgasm I begin to blush .

I let out a soft moan.

Because I couldn’t hush🤫

I felt like my soul left my body.

After this I didn’t tell nobody .

Did I mention ?

I floated into another dimension.

At this time I’m in the beginning of my 20’s and I find this app.

It was purple it was an instant zap .

Those people were real?

Did I want to meet someone?

How did I feel?

I started off 1 guy a night .

Then it got suede I needed a bigger bite.

No discrimination by any means.

I was never pleased it seems.

I did 7 guys a night at least .

It was almost like a cock feast.

Yeah bragging right for a nymph I was a beast.

Pierced my clit maybe that would help me out.

That just made me even hornier without a doubt.

I kept getting urges and trying to forget my fears .

Sex in the dark just so they wouldn’t see my tears.

I still masturbate till I’m sore .

One wasn’t enough I needed more.

I got any cock I asked for .

But I still feel the tears fall down my cheek and hear the slamming door.

This is the silent tears of a whore k