shy and ungodly

I was saved

Holy and saint

And I thought I was safe

I was hoping The Man would open the gates

I was sane

You came my way

Insanely thirsty

Quenching for my attention

Your body is affectionate

Bought something imminent

I was trapped until he got me open

My throat swollen

Overwhelming

My feelings are forming

The wheels in the back of my head have been turning

My whole soul is burning

I am in hell

Come in and ring my bell

I was so ready

But I was shy

Wasn’t sure if I wanted to give you a try

I thrive on your lust

You have entered my flesh

Feels like a flame rush

Fuming the burns through my body

I am in hell

Unholy, Ungodly

Stop me, don't stop me

I wanted you to want me

But I was shy and ungodly

God knows me

I'm a sinner

Not much of a saint

I don't know how many sins I have taken within me

In my soul

In my heart

I want to be saved

But I am too obsessed

With your lust like the devil himself

I blame myself

I fuck myself

I want you now

But I am shy

And I want to be naughty

Unholy, Ungodly

God forgive me

I let my sexual frustration demons in

I let the devil win

I couldn’t resist

I was shy and ungodly