She Needs Me

#SheNeedsMe, consistently trying to define whether I soulfully complete the emotions that are inside, so used to lies & hearing claims of being trophies from either side, confused of which way to ride

There came a day where you entered a situation not caring about the repercussions, only eyeing satisfaction, knowing all details that she intents to leave out because her heart wants your heart to sit on the crown, but her minds lost in the gravel, trying everything but logics to cancel the negative energy that leaves the feeling of both parties feeling left out,

She loves my ears because they hear the pain gained over the years, her anticipation is you are the knight with platinum armor, whether you are or not, only cause you have no fears & your potential is beyond your years.

Her insecurities inform you of all the invisible language communicated, only pondering whether you still hear,

But as time goes on, she spends almost her waking moments replicating your strengths not due to just your presence but as the physical interactions gain every day, like warp speed but is ignorant to what it truly takes to know thy self without doubts & fears,

Maybe you feel like a boss because her situation leaves no strings, but then who are you fooling after everything implodes, she still expects you to be there

The question then becomes do you continue or let it fade, but as she needs my love & only has delivered consequences with little dismay, your subconscious continues to beg for better days & you let her fade

Pride and/or improper logic soon gets in the way of that call or text or even her pulling up asking for your respect anticipating she knows whats next, it hasn't liberated those bottled emotions in her heart that really wants you to stay but Fear of loss, taking risk for the truth, make her shadow your every move, instead of keeping what she needs in house, because where she's at is where she feels stable, not accounting the dangers of being stagnant, while remaining confused & truly lonely until...