everything she should be and more
She knew they were struggling with her being gone
And yet so was she but yet, she felt like she had to be strong
How could she move so many miles away and life not change in any way
But it had on so many levels and yet, she couldn't tell
As good as she was doing here, her stomach never felt well
It was as if there was a rope constantly pulling her in the opposite direction
The problem for her was in this place, no one saw her projection
Always a day late and a dollar behind
She just wished the world could be more kind
Forgiving for the past and lessening the guilt
Her children would never know how she truly felt
They needed to know she was well and doing her best
Not that it was them that prevented her from rest
Do you get it?
Can you see?
She had no real options to finally be free
It was here that her heart and soul were finally in sync
But it took everything inside of her not to let her emotions leak
Twelve states away was far too much distance in her eyes
But home to her was just a past fueled with lies
She thought of them often and cried more than they would know
All she was doing had a purpose, it was not just a show
So what would happen when she finally made it back
Would they love her in the now or remind her how much she lacked
I guess only time will tell and she shall see
Will they always love me?
I am sick and yet I am in the best shape I have ever been
Is it possible, for once, she will finally win?
Yeah... blah, blah blah
She came, she heard, she saw
The rest of the story just might surprise us all!
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