She Doesn't Realize

I dont think she realizes she makes me feel like shit about my self

Sometimes I feel like I'm just trying to impress her but never do

She says I need to work on my core muscles because that will definitely fix all my back problems

Someone else says to eat healthier because that will fix it to

I work 2 jobs basically killing myself with no days off and she finds out I left one so I can have a whole day off and God forbid I have 2 days off

She says you should think about working for doordash

Like I'm not doing good enough

Like I'm suppose to want to go crazy

But if it's the boys thats a different story

I feel like no matter who I meet

I'll always feel like I'm never good enough