she !!!!?

She perfectly knows who she is, She is a total mess, she is a dreamer, a lover, a sucker for love and always with her head in the clouds Somewhere. You never know what is she capable of and always takes you on one of her adventures. When she loves, She loved endlessly and when she suprises you.... She does it with whole heart. She is actually the kind of girl you always dreamed of.

May be its her smile, maybe its the twinkle in her eyes, maybe her cheekiness or maybe her mystery. Cause you never quite understand who she really is. And that's the point , She has a dark side. A side she hides.Doubting herself all the times and convinces herself the world is a better place without her.

Her soul is a mix of chaos and art. She wants to be the girl she is during the day but when the sun goes down and the moon is up she is fighting her demons and standing in between an angel and the devil.

Depression and anxiety is often getting the best of her and makes her wanna leave this world. Makes her feel sorry for all her actions. But she tries to live her life at best in this difficult , hard world with people filled with hate and rage.

Depression , anxiety, demons and nightmares are always be part of her chaos , But she is also the girl on the beach who lays on your chest and smiling like a mad man. Who is capable of so much of love to give and receive.

One day.. May be.. Just may be ... She is good enough for you.