Selfish being I am
The realisation of what I have been, who I have played and what I have done. Apologies for the things I could not say.
I’m sorry for the pain,
I’m sorry for the day,
I’m sorry for the way I sat in your head all day.
I’m sad about us,
I’m sad about this,
I’m sad about life and without you it’s also not bliss.
I like your brain,
I like your style,
I like the way you always used to smile.
I hope I see you again,
I hope I haven’t ruined your last stand,
I hope you know how true my feelings are for you and your hand.