There comes a time when you realize
That what you are doing is wrong
It can hit you like a truck
Or it can creep up slowly on you
Choking you awake in the night
Suddenly everything you thought was fine
Everything you thought made you content
Brings a bitter taste to your mouth
Your chest feels tight
Your breaths are short and forced
Your world folds in on itself
And you realize it has all been a lie
It is hard to lie to yourself
But we all do it
More often than we would care to admit
We tell ourselves we are happy
We tell ourselves we are good
And inside we are screaming
When you grow up that idealistic part of you
Gets caged away by responsibility
And if you do not visit them
You can often forget what truly
Makes you happy in life
What you really want to do
It is easy to lie to yourself
But it is hard to keep it up
The façade crumbles
The cracks show
And your caged self screams for justice
The real battle is whether
You indulge it or not
About the Creator
Samantha Reid
I have been a creative writer for over 10 years, an academic for 7 years, and a blogger for 3 years. Writing is my passion and it's what I love.
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