Seeking

Shall I start anew again?

Changing my ways until the end.

Maybe this time, I’ll find the secret;

maybe this time, I’ll let go the regret.

***

The answer came flashing long before,

during the part that I ignored.

Red flags waved throughout the land,

but I boldly insisted on taking a stand.

***

So here I pose in disbelief,

searching still, with no relief.

And you continue to dance and prattle,

while I continue an endless battle -

***

to heal the parts you tried to ruin,

but look at me now, as I audaciously bloom.

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