The bag slung on my shoulders
Is endless, bottom out of sight like
A fantasy backpack
Or my mother's purse from decades ago
when she asked me to hand her a bottle of pills
And I nearly fell in.
Never to be found again.
When I set it down and take inventory
I notice the weight of each thing within,
And I sigh.
I wonder why I hold on to so much
Of my old pointless stuff
That's useless to me
Now.
Some things float there weightless
Like maintaining my love
And my patience
For you. It doesn't weigh on me
Like other things; it's second nature
And effortless.
Sometimes like helium it even relieves
Some of the stress from the rest of the junk
I hold on to.
Like the things at the bottom that I can't even see.
I feel their weight and I know that they're there
But when I look inside the bottom escapes me.
Occasionally I catch a glimpse,
And it's painful,
But the only way to relieve the weight is to plunge my hands in,
Take hold, and heave them to the surface.
But it's easier to leave them, their purpose
Long forgotten. Their aroma of perfume and cigars turned rotten.
I don't have the time or the energy,
The upfront mental cost of confronting them is much
Too great for me.
So I put the bag back on
And keep walking.
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