Rock Bottom

Behind my smile

I am free falling

Falling

Enjoying the familiarity

A whisper of excitement

I rush through the feelings

Uselessness

Hurt

Anxiety

Loneliness

They cling to me

Faster and faster we drop

Here I fall

Into the plush bosom of my bad habits

Always welcoming me home

They caress me as we fall together

Farther

Down

I see the sweet beauty of destruction

Always a lovely sight

I find comfort in her presence

We rush towards her

Ready to embrace

No matter how far I climb

We cannot be torn apart

I miss them always

They pull me back

Here at the bottom we settle

Here we feel sane

Upwards we look

For someone whole

To bring down with us