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AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Sometimes I just need to scream into a pillow as loud as my vocal cords will stretch. AAAAAHHHHHH! I need to fill up my lungs so deep so the scream last for what sees like eternity. I need to close the blinds to my mind. Keep the light of thoughts from seeping into my brain. The compulsion to build a wall around me blocking out the world and everyone in it. I just like to squeeze my fingers around the neck of my problems and watch as the air slowly drains from them. Then once they die, I slowly open the blinds, step out into the world with a smile on my face and start another day.