Rescue Mission

You said you wished I was prettier

So I got mad at pretty girls

You said you wished I was skinnier

So I worked out even more

Then you said there's not

Much to grab onto in the front

So I cut myself open

And paid a doctor way too much

And now I'm feeling empty

I'm feeling so sad

And I don't know

Who I even am

Cause I spent four whole years

Holding my breath

Trying t o squeeze into

Whoever you wanted me to be

Now that I left

And I'm finally free

I'm on a rescue mission to find me

I'm on a rescue mission to find me

Stay up all night

Searching through the woods

For a girl gone missing

And digging up dirt

While you're smiling at my vigil

Passing 'round candles

Making plan for a funeral

But don't you dare speak so soon

Cause I'm getting closer

I can hear her cries

You said I wouldn't live without you

You said I'd never survive

Well, surprise surprise

Despite it all darling I'm still alive

And I won't waste one more year

Holding my breath

Trying to squeeze into someone else

That's not me

Now that I left

And I'm finally free

I'm on a rescue mission to find me

I'm on a rescue mission to find me

I once was lost

But Now I'm found

Was blind but now I see