Repercussion of Lust

Such a beautiful spirit which was unfortunately crushed, striving to remain humble caught up in lust, mistaken the monogamy of relations, tricking me into an abyss of lies and deceit, meanwhile being discrete, making your bed shamelessly, looking for an applause, to all the trials which was never meant for, told me lies to spare the moment, but what's really genuine when only thighs rubbed, caressing and kissing reminiscing of truly nothing being given, sad to say I can't even shake my head because that's my bed I chose to lay in..