Real

school , school, I just didn’t enjoy it , have an interest .

I mean why were these subjects so boring & uninteresting & such a huge deal to my future!!?

As I really don’t think I listened to 90 percent.

As again it was so BORING.

The day dreaming was my time particularly, imagining who or where I came from.

That’s interesting.

I dreamed my birth mother was Elizabeth Taylor & if not her someone like her.

I once again digressed to my fantasy , as again this was better , again from years back I was giving myself a title.. yes it felt good, I had come from wonderful beautiful extremely amazing actors, if not very attractive people.

The stories of all this helped me sleep

Then I had to turn these imaginary birth parents into real people.

I felt they existed in every way I had created them, aside, I actually had come from someone s body, and I had to know who .