Raw thoughts

I had a realization today Not negative Nor positive It just was what it was My friends and family have seen my posts about my writings and my in the process book. Some have taken a peek others have taken a look. But I don't expect they read each story every time a new one posts honestly I'm not complaining at all just speaking out my ghosts They know my pain and struggle but not all in written verse They've seen my falls and victories and to God himself I cursed I suspect most won't read this though until I'm dead and gone Will it touch them in a different way? Will they see where I come from? Cause there is something about knowing a person's hurts but I feel it's different seeing it written out with beautiful words.